I didn't really really expect it to be that drastic!! 'New' colleagues.. 'New' scandals. oh well. What's new anymore? ;-)

And i'm having horrible flashbacks of someone. Argh. Horrible in a way I don't wanna remember for it makes me feel like i've lost someone enjoyable and wonderful.  And being myself, I've decided to use my careless talk to shrug off any hints or anything that hurts me, and in turn, to hurt others feelings with my hidden meanings. May have to turn towards smutty manga for a temporary reprieve.

By the way, you're looking at a licensed (oh finally passing it) driver. sans car. Yay.

That's the only word I can describe my behaviour.  After that short conversation with him, I realised the distance is getting pretty.. further. The way we spoke and the way we replied to each other were very different.

It's all my fault. I still can't accept it.

oh woe this childish and naive side of mine. when will i ever learn.