Sometimes i wonder how Ma does it. how does she stay so strong at these times of 'calamities' as i call it. At moments that are heartwrenching and, to me, filled with hatred to that stupid idiot creating it.
For I myself brokedown, and couldn't get back right up again without taking a breather.
For I myself brokedown, and couldn't get back right up again without taking a breather.
Something happened today. Well, let's just say it was one who's related to us.
What make me wondered/feared was the way we acted so detached to the person concerned. This proves that we have pretty much given up.
What make me wondered/feared was the way we acted so detached to the person concerned. This proves that we have pretty much given up.
And all these will be over. YES. Assuming i can cope with it all. Sigh.
Now to rely on my friends and Teddy for moral support.. And feeling tired and useless.
And brush up on my English. i couldn't seem to understand my ramblings in the previous entry. wtf.
A blur picture of my doll family to end it all:

They (except for that baby) are sitting on my piano now. <3
Now to rely on my friends and Teddy for moral support.. And feeling tired and useless.
And brush up on my English. i couldn't seem to understand my ramblings in the previous entry. wtf.
A blur picture of my doll family to end it all:

They (except for that baby) are sitting on my piano now. <3
- Mood:
depressed
Tired, shagged, fatigued during the workshop today. Although the lecturer was pretty fun and interesting, I couldn't help but nod off to sleep at parts.
The Revenue House is damn cool. Oh, if i ever take the plunge to try applying for a position there....
In other news, last night was with Irman around Esplanade area to check out our skyline during 'Earth Hour'. The only showy building was Maybank's. Others were mild in comparison with theirs. Other than that.. Meh. Nothing interesting. Except for the live performance by some band at the Outdoor stage. Their music was soothing, fun, folky and intense at times. Didn't manage to get the band's name =(
Some random pictures from my phone:
Kenji!! with his new wig and eyeballs (ignore the blue tack. I didn't try to 'hide' it... :X)

And without flash to hide them bluetack:

Not bad.. i love him in these.
And another, which i kinda forgot to post this a while back :

Watches from Teddy... (Gloomy's arm decided to join the pic)
I daren't wear the first three watches out, unless I decide to overdress... one fine day. :P
Another impulse purchase

More Hello Kitty stuff!! To add on to my collection here. Loving the keychain now. May it last long enough under my TLC
Now. To sleep, and prepare for the coming week. And May i STUDY soon enough. ARGH.
The Revenue House is damn cool. Oh, if i ever take the plunge to try applying for a position there....
In other news, last night was with Irman around Esplanade area to check out our skyline during 'Earth Hour'. The only showy building was Maybank's. Others were mild in comparison with theirs. Other than that.. Meh. Nothing interesting. Except for the live performance by some band at the Outdoor stage. Their music was soothing, fun, folky and intense at times. Didn't manage to get the band's name =(
Some random pictures from my phone:
Kenji!! with his new wig and eyeballs (ignore the blue tack. I didn't try to 'hide' it... :X)

And without flash to hide them bluetack:

Not bad.. i love him in these.
And another, which i kinda forgot to post this a while back :

Watches from Teddy... (Gloomy's arm decided to join the pic)
I daren't wear the first three watches out, unless I decide to overdress... one fine day. :P
Another impulse purchase

More Hello Kitty stuff!! To add on to my collection here. Loving the keychain now. May it last long enough under my TLC
Now. To sleep, and prepare for the coming week. And May i STUDY soon enough. ARGH.
Just to remind myself, frog legs tastes just like chicken...
I was actually blindly eating it. I had wondered why the 'chicken' was smaller than usual and the bones were oddly shaped.
Only after i ate up all, and was happily reading Ouran Volume 15 (new book!! Squee~) with emptied plates in front of me, my Ma walked past and commented 'Oh? You ate all the frog legs?'
Sorry frogs :(
I was actually blindly eating it. I had wondered why the 'chicken' was smaller than usual and the bones were oddly shaped.
Only after i ate up all, and was happily reading Ouran Volume 15 (new book!! Squee~) with emptied plates in front of me, my Ma walked past and commented 'Oh? You ate all the frog legs?'
Sorry frogs :(
- Mood:
full
(forgive me for the late entry :P )
After months... We finally met Seeta again!!
Last Thursday was a very last min decision by them, and i was dragged along even though i was feeling lost and discontent.
Yet, even with those months of silence, especially on my part as i'm too lazy to call, conversations never cease.
Plans blossomed, and now to wait and see if it'll continue to grow or die out again..
(and forgive me again for sleeping during the bus journey home, leaving you alone while i dozed off beside you :X)
After months... We finally met Seeta again!!
Last Thursday was a very last min decision by them, and i was dragged along even though i was feeling lost and discontent.
Yet, even with those months of silence, especially on my part as i'm too lazy to call, conversations never cease.
Plans blossomed, and now to wait and see if it'll continue to grow or die out again..
(and forgive me again for sleeping during the bus journey home, leaving you alone while i dozed off beside you :X)
- Mood:
jubilant
Late review/comment.
Soc and I watched the Singapore production of 'To Kill A Mocking Bird' last Saturday. Soc had some vague knowledge of the plot, whereas i went in clueless. Especially the climatic scene of the verdict handed down by the jury was pretty 'omgwtf' to me, while everyone else seemed at ease with it.
For a s'pore production, it's pretty good. The acting were believable, convincing, and not over the top. Except for some of the characters' accent which were jarring or hard to hear.
And am half in love (with his skills mind you :P) with the person who protrayed as Atticus Finch. He's pretty damn good, and when he (literally) took the spotlight, everyone was enraptured.
My other complain? Too many kids in the theatre. But hey, if it helps their takings, I can overlook their incessant and loud chatter before the play and during the intermission.
Soc and I watched the Singapore production of 'To Kill A Mocking Bird' last Saturday. Soc had some vague knowledge of the plot, whereas i went in clueless. Especially the climatic scene of the verdict handed down by the jury was pretty 'omgwtf' to me, while everyone else seemed at ease with it.
For a s'pore production, it's pretty good. The acting were believable, convincing, and not over the top. Except for some of the characters' accent which were jarring or hard to hear.
And am half in love (with his skills mind you :P) with the person who protrayed as Atticus Finch. He's pretty damn good, and when he (literally) took the spotlight, everyone was enraptured.
My other complain? Too many kids in the theatre. But hey, if it helps their takings, I can overlook their incessant and loud chatter before the play and during the intermission.
He made me feel comfortable last night, just so comfortable and warm that i nearly did not want to go home.
How dare time passes so fast :P
Crap. I might be getting his 'disease' now. hehe
How dare time passes so fast :P
Crap. I might be getting his 'disease' now. hehe
- Mood:
content
I'm scared, that i'm unconsciously counting down the time I can see him again.
What did I run into?
Where did it go?
How can it ever come back?
Will it be lost forever?
What did I run into?
Where did it go?
How can it ever come back?
Will it be lost forever?
- Mood:
confused
Yeah, am slow on the wishing part. But hell, things happened, so much that i pretty much walked around dazed before i crashed back into the ground again.
Had went house hopping with my parents the whole of yesterday, with an hour break in between, and reached home nearly.. 12am. Now i've another 1 hour before i'm back in the house hopping circuit again. =.= I myself particularly dislike it, as i do not even know my cousins... or even their names after visiting them every year.. (and no, i can't be bothered)
And here's where i some post pictures i've taken during the shifting from our old office to the new location:
( Small edible sized pictures within! )
Bonus: Our message to our boss on her birthday!

Try clicking for a bigger version! - I look like a stereotyped chinaman -.-
Had went house hopping with my parents the whole of yesterday, with an hour break in between, and reached home nearly.. 12am. Now i've another 1 hour before i'm back in the house hopping circuit again. =.= I myself particularly dislike it, as i do not even know my cousins... or even their names after visiting them every year.. (and no, i can't be bothered)
And here's where i some post pictures i've taken during the shifting from our old office to the new location:
( Small edible sized pictures within! )
Bonus: Our message to our boss on her birthday!

Try clicking for a bigger version! - I look like a stereotyped chinaman -.-
- Mood:
bored